How do you cool your lips
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound of a voice
You’d know anywhere

Oh I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart it’s time
To fall in love again

Oh you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of vogue, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

"Sometimes we expect to much till we end up hurting ourselves"

Date : June 26, 2006
Time: 2300

Hehehe honestly i forgot what LSG stands for sowweee.. (kanina ko pa iniicip di ko maalala sencia bangag eh!!!).. but i’ll never forget these guyz… they’ve been part of my life all through out college and they will alwayzbe.. It’s like we have our own world.. (yung feeling na sinadya ng panahon na magkita-kita kayo!) Life with them before is simple yet full of adventure, thrill etc.. I really loved and missed these guyz so i want you readers to know them by letting me introduced them in my views.. In that way you’ll know how i lived my college life..(mga b.i. 2ng mga toh!!! hehehe joke!!!)..

SEIDJ : I consider her my soulmate.. at first we both didn’t expect the mag-jive ang personality namin.. it turned out na hehehe mali pala kami!… Our last term in college nag-dorm sya sa hauz (Thesis mate!) that’s the best thing happened.. hehehe its like having another sister around .. lam mo yun.. 24/7 as in.. the best part is.. movie trippin till wee hours.. gossiping bout crushes and other stuff before going to sleep.etc… Hehehe i really missed those times with her.. but still i’m happy kc once in a while we get a chance to do those stuff.. the first thing i would remember when i hear her name is "battousai" id name nya pag laro kami counterstrike.. kaasar astig nyan maglaro!! Love you Sis!!

LHEI : My ate!!! she alwayz call me "her diary".. that’s very flattering kc.. it’s really big to know that someone is trusting you.. i missed her antics.. lalo na kapag kino-correct kami ni kalai sa p and  f pronouciation namin..i missed then yung "Maria Leilanie Eloisa Divine Susulin" (O saulo ko pa hah hehehe!!!) we had our good times and our bad  times.. She’s the one who thought me to stand/support for your friend no matter what the cost.. I value her beliefs in life bcoz that’s what make her and our friendship strong.. Hehehe i almost forgot yung charmed namin.. hehehe dba prue??? and .. I really missed my ate.. These girl never forgets to greet me on my birthday.. hehehe with all the letters and the cards.. npaka-sentimental ng girl na 2.. she has the LSG album and all the sentimental things our tropa shared for the past 4 years… nakanag dba!!!..   
    
KALAI : My Baby.. i really love hanging-out with her.. She really knows how to party.. but still.. you’ll see her as a responsible person..A very talented and intelligent lady.. i want acknowledged her sa pag-construct ng descrption ko sa yearbook.. hehehe actually sya nga lahat gumawa ng sa tropa namin.. I’m so proud of her.. lalo na on what she had accomplish in life.. a family who loves her.. "I missed you and may inaanak AIDAN" hehehe.. sarap ng feeling kc everytime they go to dasma..they never forget to dropped by at my hauz..  Hehehe I remember her kapag nag-iinuman kami d2 sa hauz (hehehe tamabayan hauz namin lalo na yung rooftop!) pag-lasing na sya mapipilitan kang mag salita ng english dahil e-englisen ka nya… and there’s this one time na she mentioned na may nakita syang ghost sa bhay.. (hehehe change topic.. baka di ko matapos itong type ko hehehe!!!).Love you girl!

JAZ: My Buddy.. ang deanslister ng tropa.. madalas kopyahan namin sya ng assignment.. mahiyain sa una.. pero once you get to know her super duper sa kulit.. (She’s my partner sa Battle Reals game ng tropa.. hehehe madalas magkasama na kami sa 1 tribe!) A very sweet girl.. I missed her kc before she got married we got a chance to bond a lot.. (remember nung kasal ni myk?) hehehe..I also missed her family and pamangkin.. hehehe everytime may occassion kami aatendan kami lagi magkasabay.. ihahatid kami ng dad nya.. Love you girl!

ARDIE : A highschool peeps.. to college tropa.. My advisor.the programmer one!. sya ang unang-una kong kasama nung 1st day ng class.. together with our batchmate sa PCU c ron timbang.. He is my advisor kc everytime i have a love problemm he’s always there for me.. (hehehe remember yung time na pinagselosan ka na ni ano???) hehehe.. The first thing i would remember when i hear his name is his face his blushing hehehe his blushing as in literally red.. LOL.. He is the mature one.. almost in every aspect of life.. I also consider him as my soulmate.. (yung tipong iniicip ko pa lng alam n nya!) hehehe..

MYK : The tall, dark and handsome naming tropa.. i consider him as my kuya.. (hehehe sa tangkad ba naman nyan).. Hehehe his my may kapitbahay sa zone 1.. dun kc sya nagdo-dorm.. Hinahatid ako nyan till hauz kapag uwian na.. hehehe.. He is a very sincere person lalo na when it comes to being your friend..I remember the times yung trippin sa may parking ng palace in the sky ng tropa sa madaling araw. gamit ang kotse nya si UAY..sya ang tatay ng tropa..

GERWIN: My disc jockey friend.a very energetic friend (kc he alwayz smile.. lalo na minsan parang nakakaloko!). i always remember yung salita nya "may tugtog" hehehe.. up to now minsan nalilito ako kung being a dj or a vocalist yung gwa nya.. vocalist nga rin pala toh!.. astig kumanta!.. When you meet him you’ll sense agad na masarap kausap khit dadaanin ka nyan sa biro.. that’s the way he is eh.. the defenition of ’sense of humor’… (Nga pala hehehe cla ni myk nagturo skn mag-pusoy dos hehehe! imbes na inuman magdamag kami naglaro ng pusoy dos hanggang matuto ako!)

 
TJ : Hehehe i see him as Gerwin.. pareho ng personality.. i really missed them lalo na kapag nagsasalita sila ng gay language.. galing tlaga! parang totoo.. hehehe.. A real gentleman and very supportive.. Hehehe lagi kaming niloloko ni Gerwin.. Hehehe i first noticed him sa college algebra class.. nasa likod ko sya.. hehehe remember yung hiccup ni lhei.. dun kami nag-bond 3… I’m happy that i’d experienced being loved by him..   

TANO : Ang mangnganta ng tropa!Galing sa MAth!.. hehehe I missed the times yung tambay ng tropa sa dorm nya sa manuelaville.. yung trippin sa hometown nya sa batangas and dun ko first time na-experienced to ride a horror train na imbes nakakatakot nakakairita hehehe LOL.. I missed her ate and his little sis.. I missed his batangueño accent (heheh cla pala 3 jaz and myk!)..

Donel : Minsan Don, Donnelito.. etc.. hehehe ang tropa naming maraming explanation.. hehehe.. kuya ko toh!…

Ixie : A very sweet girl..eventhough hindi limited lng yung time na nakasama sya ng tropa dahil last sem na nung college.. still we consider her as the bunso ng tropa… masarap kasama.. kukulit namin.. 

WELL I GOT NO TOPIC TO POST.. HEHEHE…  I CAN’T THINK OF ANYTHING TO SAY!.. WHEWW!!!

Love is ironic. Only when you hurt someone they realise they truly love you. We shall always fall in love with the people who break our hearts. Love gushes out of the ruptures of a broken heart and then sends shivers to the whole of our existence. Love has to come out somehow and that is usually through pain and hurting. A heart which is unwilling to be broken, is unable to love. Similarly, if you cannot break someone’s heart, it is a sign that they shall never truly love you.

While browsing my friends profile this photo got my attenion.. anyweiz thanks lhei for uploading this pix khit medyo di hi-quality ang resolution hehehe… This photo was taken last march 2003 ‘o dba! ang tagal na.. well i can say is that i’ve really missed these guys!… cla ang tropa ko all through out college.. they’ve been my seatmates, group mates.. tong-its/pusoy dos mates… counterstrike and battle realms mates.. ka-tomahan mates.. hehehe lahat na cguro.. we’ve shared our 4 years life in college na laging magkakasama.. cutting.. boycotting ng class..tambay sa parking sa gate 1.. name it lahat nagawa namin.. hehehe thanks guys!!!! (to be continued..)

What About Love? Lyrics

by Lemar

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

[Chorus:]
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

[Chorus]

I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster

[Chorus]